I don't have confidence in myself. - After getting married, she became less acquainted with fashion and became even more modest. - It was Hamaguchi-kun, a young employee, who invited me out for a drink. - I didn't like the fact that I didn't fit in with glamorous occasions, so I kept turning down company drinking parties, but due to his pushiness, I gave in and went out drinking...and that night, he held me in his arms. - I felt like I was no longer myself...my sexual desires were being released more and more.