My heart is confused by the signs of the approaching summer... - A desire to be fucked up by men's desires and violence. - Her bloodshot eyes and heavy breathing made me feel a mixture of fear and anticipation. - The man's thick arms gripped me with the force of an animal. - My body was robbed of its freedom. - When the man's cock, like a monster, pierces my lower body, I feel an out-of-this-world pleasure colored by fear and despair. - I want to be violated, destroyed, and killed...