``The other day, my younger child safely celebrated his coming-of-age ceremony, but at the same time I felt relieved, and at the same time, I felt that something like ``the end of my life'' had come within me.'' - Chihiro Yonezaki, 54, speaks calmly and politely. - A housewife who has been married for 28 years. - What does she mean by ``the end of life''? ``The moment my children became adults, I felt a strong sense that I had fulfilled my duties as a mother.So what do I do from now on?''In fact, up until now, including her husband, - Chihiro has always had a complex about the fact that she has less experience with men than the other two. - It seems that she has a strong feeling that she does not want to end up as a woman. - ``I want to enjoy it now so I don't have any regrets when I'm in my 60s...'' Although she hasn't had any relationship with her husband for nearly five years, she has been masturbating to relieve her sexual desire during that time. - Please take a look!